Before you hedge those bets you placed against me

Be reticent of fortunes they foretell

Your verbal defecation i can't wash away despite myself

Your vanity, it seems, has served you well

Put the gun in my mouth and pull the trigger

I feel so alive here

Put the gun in my mouth that tastes so bitter

Take the night and darken everything around me
Call the clouds and listen closely............ I'm lost without you

Call your name everyday......... when I feel so helpless
I'm fallen down but I'll rise above this